Constance Beth Fischer

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Constance Beth Fischer, age 63, and a resident of New Braunfels, passed away on Saturday, August 6, 2016 at her home. Constance was born on June 29, 1953 in Annapolis, MD to the late Louis Francis Droll and Betty Patterson Droll. Constance was a minister and teacher of God's word. She was preceded in death by her parents. Survivors include her loving husband of 27-years, Scott Fischer; children, Christine Mullins and husband, John, Kade Fischer and wife, Leeza and Lauren Osborne Bibin; seven grandchildren; sisters, Cynthia Edwards, Charlotte Lawler and Catherine Davis. In addition, Constance is also survived by her brother, Louis Droll. Graveside services are scheduled for 10:30 AM on Thursday, August 11, 2016 at Hill Country Memorial Gardens with Pastor Karen Flanagan officiating. PROVERBS 31:10-31

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  1. …I love you mama…..i will do my best to be a good man and honor you, you were a lovely person and a TRUE believer. You encouraged me so much and I will NEVER forget you NEVER. I’ll see you one day. Mom please know this, you were very special to me…and I’m sorry….I’m so sorry. So sorry. So sorry… I will miss you. Kade

  2. Scott, Lauren, Christine, Kade and all Connie’s family. Don and I are grieving with you. My baby sister was an amazing woman and I loved her dearly. You are in our prayers.

  3. My dear sister… the first image I always see when I think of you is that of you at age 2 with Mama at the window in Germany, waving good-bye to us, your three sisters and your Daddy, as we left you to go back home to the US. You were very ill and we thought we might not see you again. Many tears. But, miracle of miracles, you were healed! You grew and thrived! Our Abba blessed you with many years of faithful service in ministry to HIM. And now… you are at peace with your LORD. Hallelujah! Much love! See you soon! Charlotte

  4. You began your Hebraic walk in 1996 by responding to ABBA’S shout to you, “Ephraim!”. Your response, “Who’s Ephraim?” Now, twenty years later, thousands of Believers have learned about the Hebraic truths of YEHOSHUAH Messiah because of your passionate commitment to His Word. You are NOW learning more at the feet of the Master! Thank you and blessings always to you and Scott for your loyal obedience to ABBA’S calling.

  5. Shalom, shalom, It seems so unreal, so sudden. I am so sad. I wish I could have shared more with you, helped you more. I would have loved seeing you again ! I was hoping to see you come to France in our house. Hard not to be sad even if we know we will meet again someday. May your loved ones find peace and may they be strengthened in their walk together with Yeshua.   Thank you for the golden trumpet! We’ll think of you every time we blow it. We loved our fellowship together. We had good times together in Jerusalem. Your generosity and pretty face will remain in our hearts forever. Many grace and beauty manifested in you, Constance, and a lot of exhortations and sermons that have honored our Eholim. Proverb 31 is very well chosen and suits you very well. I also want to honor all your person and your life with Proverb 22.11 “One who loves a pure heart and who speaks with grace will have the king for a friend”. May you rejoice in the presence of our king forever, See you again! Love and blessings from France, Céline

  6. Bonjour ma chère soeur, I will forever cherish the memories of our time spent together. We first met in Israel at Pesach in 2007, we celebrated Passover together again with your friends in Jerusalem the following year. What a blessing it was! What a blessing it also was to see you again in the Land in 2016 and to get to introduce to you my family. Céline, Joseph, Mary, Jean-Baptist and Benjamin loved you so much. What a great time we had marching together at the Jerusalem March during Sukkot! Thank you for the memories and for your prayers and blessings over my family. Our thoughts go to your loved ones, to Scott and to your family. May they be strenghtened in these difficult times. You were a true woman of valor, a true warrior and a true daughter of our Elohim on high. My tears stop falling when I think about the glorious day when we will see each other again. Looking forward to it! Love and blessings François-Xavier

  7. My dear friend, your sister Charlotte, introduced me to your website and your ministry. Through that I was privileged to meet you one time at a meeting in Irving, TX., but that one time made an everlasting memory in my heart. I followed your ministry for some time and know how you gave each day of your life to serve the Father through prayer and Hebraic teachings to so many and your great love for Israel. Our thoughts and prayers are with Scott and all your dear family. Love and peace to them all. Rest in His Shalom, dear one.

  8. Dear Scott, It is with some shock that at the end of a beautiful Shabbat (now yesterday) I have received your very sad news and wish to convey to you and all your family my deepest sympathies. May the Lord be with you and your family at this time of great loss; may you all feel His abiding presence in a very special way. But I would like to celebrate her life in Him. I thank God for the manner in which He connected me with her and the great impact she made on my life ever since the start of the Silver Trumpet Call. I shall miss her much. Even though I did not have a chance to meet her, she became a trusted friend to me. I always felt she had a great burden for those she so faithfully shepherded. She hardly complained of any sickness – but I know from her emails what a strong support you were to her and you were always there at her side. Dear brother Scott, I did write to her some months ago that I had a vision of talking face-to-face with her. She was smiling and was dressed in beautiful blue (which reflected her blue eyes, and I’m sure her favourite colour) and just then a very dear sister in the Lord came and stood with us; this sister had gone on to be with the Lord around three years ago, this confirmed to me the fact that we were in heaven. This gave me the feeling the Lord allowed me to meet dear Constance and I know where she now is. I was not conscious of any words spoken. I just thank and praise the Lord for her life, her ministry, and the everlasting heritage she has left behind. Even as your news is devastating coming as suddenly as it did, I just thank God that this Shabbat she has found her eternal rest with the One she loved and served with every fibre of her being. To God be all the glory! Lastly, I wish to convey my sentiments to all the other intercessors on her list – may Almighty God give us all the more courage and boldness to proclaim His Word to all around us, especially to our Jewish people. May God make a way where there is no other way and prepare their hearts and all other gentile hearts to receive and embrace Him and come together in unity as “one new man” under the Lordship of Yehoshua, our Lord and Saviour…the movement for which Constance has given her life……I do believe she has not toiled in vain. With love in our Messiah, the Author and Finisher of our faith, Lily PS: Yes, I’m sure we all agree, YHWH has said it all, so befitting of dear Constance, when He penned through King Lemuel the words of Proverbs 31:10-31 – L.

  9. Constance, I am still in disbelief over this news. I will always remember you as a beautiful woman alive and filled with The Light of YHVH! You have been and will continue to be an inspiration , encourager, and spiritual sister. I will miss your emails and the teachings that you so beautifully brought to life through the Hebrew language. You have touched many lives and have bore much fruit through your ministry. I look forward to the day that we will dance together on the streets of Yerushalayim and rejoice in His presence! You have rose up oh daughter of Zion to meet your Bridegroom. Though I am sad, I rejoice at your victory. You are loved and missed by many , but our lives have been enriched by your friendship. Rejoice oh daughter of Zion. Shalom , Raine

  10. Constance, You were a light to me in a time of darkness. I remember fondly hearing you teach the Word. I learned so much from you. You are now a member of the cloud of witnesses with our mutual friend, Kathleen. Till that day when we meet again… Glory

  11. So shocked by this news. I am so sorry…..I will be praying for you dear Scott and all of your family. Constance, you will be very missed. Thank you for blessing my life. I am so glad for you that you are at last with Yeshua. Love you friend. See you when I get there.

  12. Abba Father, thank You so much for sharing Your precious daughter Constance with us for our sojourn on this earth. She was a carrier of Your JOY.. And we will always remember her beautiful smiling face wirh much joy until we meet her again by Your grace in heaven.. We know You comfort her now in Your loving arms. Please also comfort Scott and the family, Lisa and all the others that love her and may they remember the Joy she brought into their lives until they meet again.. Dennis & Maureen

  13. I can’t breath. Constance I will forever miss our countless hours on the phone laughing, crying and speaking the Word. Our paths crossed years ago, and we became sisters from another mother ever since. I remeber how i had ask you to read my son’s religious movie script in which you did. And how much you loved it….it really made our day. You became one on our biggest cheerleaders…constance, about two weeks ago, I was standing in a messianic store and I saw the most beautiful framed picture of a bride facing the wailing wall in jerusalem. The whole time, it reminded me of you so much so that I ponder for some time if i should buy it and send it to you as a surprise…really, the only reason I didn’t is because I feared you, like me, didn’t want anymore stuff on the walls. Lololol I look back now at that pondering moment in that store and realized the bride was you in my Spirit. My husband, your sweet brother in Christ is weeping, rejoicing and will miss you dearly too. See you soon my friend. Jodi

  14. My condolences to the family! I was in shock when I heard the news. Constance, I will miss you my beautiful sister-in-Christ! I loved your passion for God, His Word,and Israel! I learned alot from you. You were a loving and generous person. I know that you are celebrating your wedding feast in heaven! I will see you there!

  15. My heart is broken and shocked. You are my mentor, friend, moreh and always watching out for me. I rejoice in the fact that you are free my dear friend, but you will be sorely missed. On the day of your passing I was on assignment blowing the sliver trumpet! May our hearts be healed and full of joy for your new level. May Scott and the children/grandchildren be comforted by HIS presence. May we carry on your legacy as prophetic intercessors and make you proud. The world has lost but heaven has gained. Until that Day when we meet again… I’m forever thankful for you dear Constance.

  16. Brother Scott and Family, please accept my heartfelt condolences at this time of Sister Constance’s journey into the presence of the One she loved and so passionately served. I bless the day in the Fall of 2004 when her search for Jewish calendars led her from a call to Israel to San Antonio, for we met and our Messiah bloomed a beautiful relationship in Him. Words are not adequate to express the joy and encouragement that flowed from our beautiful sister. Her deep devotion to Him was a constant inspiration. Indeed, all of us who were influenced by her labors have eternal gratitude pouring from our hearts in the midst of the sad news. Brother Scott, our beloved Sister Constance carried out her duties for Messiah because of your loving support, and grateful hearts thank you. I join my own with those of the many brothers and sisters expressing joy at the knowledge that we’ll all meet our beautiful Sister Constance again. Speed the day, Lord! Shalom~

  17. Constance I will carry you in my heart always. Too good for this world, but a terrible loss to your family and those of us who love you. I continue to be taught by you in the volume of work you left behind, with deeper truths unfolding each time I listen to your voice speaking His Word and it’s like you haven’t really left us. Your Light Horse Sister, Brita

  18. My dear Yerusha, I will miss your presence in my daily life. My family will miss you too. Thank you for your insights of the WORD. I did learn much from you. All of it, I shared with my family. We are still in shock in you leaving us suddenly and so soon. But it was your time to go. Our days are numbered by HIM, our Messiah Yeshua. You are home and I wait for the day to see you again. My deep sorrow is that I will miss you so much. But, I rejoice that you are home!!! Amen! Blessings and Shalom over your family. And many thanks to you Scott, for sharing her with all of us. ABBA Bless you a million times over and may HIS Shalom be with you forever. Simcha and all the Ochoa, Brown, & Martinez Family

  19. Dear Scott and family, This we know about Constance: \”The one thing she did, forgetting those things which were behind, having reached forward to those things which are ahead, she pressed towards the goal for the prize of the upper calling of God in Christ Jesus.\” Philippians 3:13-14 We\’re so grateful for every remembrance of her. Now unto you dear brother Scott, please be comforted by the words recorded in 2 Thessalonians 2:16-17. \”Now may our Lord Jesus Christ Himself, and our Lord God and Father, who has loved us and given us everlasting consolation and good hope by grace, comfort your heart and establish you in every good word and work.\” With our love and high regard, Ron and Loreen

  20. I feel such a loss to know that Constance is gone. I can’t imagine the sorrow you, her family, feel, but I know my own sense of loss, and I am terribly grieved. My spiritual mentor of so many years is gone, and although we ultimately look to no one but Him, I feel such sorrow. I will miss her presence in my life. At the same time, we give thanks for her life and rejoice to know that Constance is whole and has complete joy and is worshipping our Yeshua in His presence and joining with the great cloud of witnesses. I’m thankful for our friendship that began twenty years ago, and for all of the many emails and podcasts. Constance wrote and taught with such boldness and clarity. She leaves behind such rich teachings and insight and guidance for all of us. I am thankful for all the instruction she poured out for so many years, and I feel that words are inadequate to express all that Constance accomplished, and what she meant to so many of us. Thank you, Scott, Christine, and Kade for sharing her. We are praying for you all.

  21. She will be greatly missed. I personally met her in Jerusalem recognizing her from a photo on one of her teachings someone forwarded to me. After that my husband and I volunteered in Haiti during the earthquake and she was so receptive to helping us do our job in various ways. The teachings and her wisdom were beneficial to me and often needed just at that time. I am thankful to have known her and consider it a blessing from God. My sympathy to her family and one day the separation will be no more. Thank you for sharing her.

  22. My dearest friend, I can’t believe you are gone…..You were there for me to help me walk through some very intense decisions in years gone by. You always shared wisdom from the “Throne Room” and never that which was from below. You were a trustworthy confidant and lover of Truth! Your passion for our “Heavenly Bridegroom” always provoked me to want more of Him. Your absence in this world has left us with a tangible void in our hearts. I miss you so much! I only regret not praying more….what did I leave unspoken? What more could I have done? I take comfort in knowing that you are with the Father, safe in His Holy Presence, and that I will see you when I get there! Dearest Scott, please know that your friends here at WindGate Ranch are praying for you, and all of the family! Much Love in Messiah!

  23. Constance, I will miss you and all the teachings you shared with us. You are now in the presence of our Lord and King, in His Shalom….my condolences to the family……

  24. Dearest Constance, I was so terribly saddened to hear of your passing, but will rejoice in knowing that you are in the presence of our beloved heavenly Bridegroom. We first met in July 2007 while I attended your bible study on “Shir HaShirim” in your home. It was like water to my soul and I was completely blown away by your knowledge, passion and dedication to teach the powerful words of Truth. In years to come, we would study, share, sing, laugh and travel to the land of Israel together. I will never forget your beautiful face, long hugs, and powerful prayer over me. I know you loved to sing and can just imagine you belting out a tune with your arms wide open. I praise YHWH, for putting you in my life. You were truly special and I will see you again someday my friend! I love you and will miss you! I thank you Scott, Kade, Christine, Lauren and the rest of your family for allowing Constance to minister to me and to countless others from around the world. My deepest prayer is that you all will feel HIS peace and presence over you during this difficult time. Much love to you all! ~Beverly

  25. I loved Connie and I’m sorry we didn’t keep up through the years. We had so much fun together! My first college roommate. She drew people to her wherever she went…so beautiful, sweet, fun. Our mothers were best buddies and wished only the very best for us. I remember Roaring 20’s parties, her little orange car, her helping people…reaching out to people….but, mostly laughter. I bet she is having a wonderful time now, however, I am very sad. If any of her family would like to contact me, I would love to hear from you.

  26. To Constance’s family, Scott Christine Kade Lauren and others. May the Lord bless you and keep you; make His face to shine upon you. May He comfort you with the comfort that is from above. Know that you are loved and prayed for in this difficult hour. Several years ago I needed to put down roots. I prayed and asked the Lord and he told me to “fly” with Constance. So I did and I have enjoyed every moment. What an adventure the Lord has allowed me to go on, the Ruach (Holy Spirit) leading through Constance! Knowing in my heart that as I joined in all of the “Abba’s business assignments”, I was obeying the Lord. It has been amazing and humbling to walk the world scene by the Spirit and then see answered prayer in the headlines the next day! Thank you Constance! Thank you Lord for Constance! She has been by my side this past year as I battled a very serious health issue. Her prophetic words were among the words I stood upon and am now on the downhill side of it, healed. In the beginning she said “Sheri you head south, I’ll head north.” Our destination was prophetic. Temple Texas at the Olive Garden. Constance presented me and my husband with two silver trumpets, a gold trumpet and a beautiful Davidic harp. These instruments have been blown faithfully. (I still have a ways to go on the harp.) Thank you Constance for your love, your warmth, your dedication to spending time with Him and receiving for all of us. You laid down your life for your Bridegroom King, and He’s worth it! I look forward to the day of our reuniting in Him! LOVE AND TREASURE ONE ANOTHER BECAUSE NONE OF US KNOWS WHO’S DAY WILL BE THEIR LAST. I love all of you on the E-list! I feel very connected to all of you even though I don’t know you. My love to all and prayers for us to press forward making our Lord proud along with Constance! Forever in His love,

  27. Dear Scott and family, By divine appointment we met Constance, and thru her ministry we were highly blessed. We miss her and are grieving with you and your family. May the peace of God that surpasses all understanding come and comfort all of us in our time of mourning her loss. Love and prayers, Barron Family

  28. Dear Fischer family, Just reading all the wonderful things your closest and loving friends, and your exceptional son, Kade, have posted just shows you have always been the beautiful, sweet, happy, spirit we all knew at Lee High School. Deepest condolences from Jim (Class of ’69 and I Class of ’71), and many our prayers for those who loved you the most are sent your way in His name.

  29. On behalf of my staff at For Goodness Sake Natural Foods, our deepest sympathies are extended. Constance has been patronizing my store for many, many years…she always offered HIS word, her opinion of things, had questions for us that really made us think, and ALWAYS, ALWAYS A SMILE. We will never forget her radiance. May she rest in Eternal Peace. We will miss her frequent visits….

  30. Although I did not meet Constance personally, this has been a great shock to me. Her insights, zeal, determination, obedience, prayer strategies, and teaching were incredible and from a higher realm. Will greatly miss her leadership in intercessory work and opening the Word. Such grief you must be experiencing, Scott, as well as other loved ones and friends. But what joy Constance is experiencing with the fullness of the Master and Bridegroom. Praying for all concerned, with this verse “He makes me to lie down in green pastures, He leads me beside the still waters, He restores my soul” Ps 23:2,3.

  31. I met Constance at a retreat some years back and she taught a group of sisters once at my home. I have received her e-mails and teachings for many years now and she always made me want to go deeper with our Lord. What a gifted teacher and and inspiration she has always been to me!! – I will miss her more that words can say. I am so thankful for all she gave me and now I shall rejoice in the fact that I will see her again soon. I am comforted to know that she is at peace in the presence of our loving Savior. Words cannot express my feelings for her dear family at this time.

  32. Two or three further thoughts I’d like to share as Scott and his family are saying goodbye to their beloved Constance (and ours). A few weeks ago I’d had a dream/vision of, as it were, two picture frames coming before my eyes, one above the other, one of a pink rose and then below a yellow rose, both in full bloom. I could not understand why the pink and yellow and why above each other but awoke thinking, ‘Clouds of Glory’; and was reminded of YHWH’s ‘garden of roses’ she’d so painstakingly planted at HIS request and recalled my pick of which would bloom that particular week, after which I received a beautiful white scarf and her special note – so characteristic of the reflection of YHWH’s love in her! Was this dream to announce her then-soon-coming departure? She must now be in that beautiful fragrant garden, basking in His glory. A few friends asked me her age and when later unthinkingly I opened one of my diaries, the Lord lovingly took me directly to the page where I had noted last year, “Constance F. 62 on 29 June 2015”. My first thought was that Constance was so intimate with Him… And I’d just received by mail a little children’s book entitled, “Know Your Bible for Kids: Noah’s Ark” by Ed Strauss (Constance, herself a teacher, would agree one is never too old – I am a grandmother – to learn other factual information from a book catering even to 5-8 yr-olds!) but a quote there referring to Methuselah and Lamech from Isaiah 57:1 so aptly described Constance, “…the righteous are taken away ..(NIV)” I continue, from NKJV, [She] shall enter into peace… [and] shall rest in [her] bed…” Keeping Scott and their family in prayer, Yours in Messiah, Lily

  33. So sorry to here about Connie. She was my girlfriend in 6th grade. She was a very special person. My deepest sympathies to the family.

  34. My heart goes out to you all…who loved her. What a complete and utter shock to read ‘Constance has gone home to be with the Lord’. I had only just hours before received an e-mail from her. How could this be? I felt bereft. Days later in the early hours of the morning I cried out ‘Abba, WHY?’ Immediately He took me to a pine forest. I didn’t understand…why a pine forest? Then I saw the stately straight pines being cut…’harvested’ was the very clear word. I did not like this illustration, but He made me see that this is when the fragrance is truly fully released. I could smell it. Then He made me understand that the way is made for the next generation. I hid that in my heart for the moment, and felt drawn to Constance’s articles, and in particular to one: “Lessons in the Garden”. I wasn’t quite prepared for the confirmation which came. In her own hand, she wrote: “Speaking of harvesting, years ago while sitting at the table early in the morning with Him, He showed me this nondescript fruit. Then His big hand came in, and He began to gently and ever so slightly, squeeze the fruit, feeling it with His strong, capable hand. Then ‘pluck’, He harvested it and said, ‘I know when to Harvest’. He knows! And this harvesting means coming out of the kingdom of darkness and into the KINGdom of His Son… the Kingdom of the Light. And He made it plain that it also means when He brings a loved one home… He knows. He knows when, even if it is a young one, an older one… He knows when the best time to harvest is, for He sees… all. He is the Master of the Harvest.” Abba had answered me. Constance, my dearest sister, my friend. What a beautiful gift you were to me; anointed, appointed, prophetic, wise, supportive, caring, loving, a gift straight from Heaven. How I loved our correspondence…how greatly I loved YOU! Precious woman of God. In that same article you wrote of cherry tomatoes: “After I had washed those, He said, ‘Now taste that very small one’. And I did and it was SOOO SWEET! Then He said, ‘When you remain small in your own eyes, that is very sweet to Me’. My new goal is to be more of a cherry tomato! Staying in the deep, hidden places of the Vine and remaining small in my own eyes… a child of the Father… drawing near to the King in humility… this is very sweet to His taste.” end quote. Beloved sister Constance, you smashed that goal! You were the very sweetest of them all. I miss you. I will never forget you. Psalm 1:1-3.

  35. Our hearts go out to Connies family. We went to Robert E. Lee HS with Connie. She was a classmate of ours – class of 1971. We remember Connie as a beautiful, vivacious gal with a big heart and a smile just as big. Another big loss for us and a welcome addition to God’s Heavenly legions. Stewart Ràyfield ’71 Karen Haldy Rayfield ’71 New Braunfels

  36. Shalom- so sad to hear of your departure our dear Constance, teacher and friend- will miss your presence here, yet know you are now resting with ABBA, in the most lovely place we can imagine. Scott and Kade and girls – my heart goes out to you and you are in my prayers- know that the LORD will give you HIS peace. Grieving with you. Marilyn (from NY)

  37. No words, just tears It is so very sad that such a beautiful, irreplaceable lady is no longer amongst us. Sincere condolences to all Constance’s family.

  38. Constance had a lasting impression on me every time I met her. I was still very young but could feel such a great overwhelming religious energy emanating from within, she had a charging vigor to become as close to the Lord as she could. There are very few who will work as hard as this lady did to live their life for the Lord. Her reward is in Heaven.

  39. To the family, my thoughts and prayers are with you all. She was such a beautiful lady inside and out. May our gracious Lord bring you all much peace and comfort. My heart is absolutely broken.

  40. I AM IN COMPLETE SHOCK! MY CONDOLENCES TO THE FAMILY! I HAD CONSTANCE IN MY HEART FOR SOME TIME AND JUST NOW I FIND OUT OF HER DEPARTURE THAT HAS LEFT A GREAT VOID IN THE WORLD AND IN MY LIFE. SHE HAS BEEN A GREAT INSPIRATION FOR ME AND FOR MANY! WE WILL MISS YOU AND REMEMBER YOU UNTILL WE MEET AGAIN IN HEAVEN…”GREAT WARRIOR OF THE MOST HIGH!!!”

  41. just found out from Israel,I cannot believe.We were in constant contact these last months right up to the night she left for Florida. Please someone say it is not true….

  42. I’m so sorry for your struggle, Kade. Dont let this loss haunt you and remember the love shared between you & your Mom. I hope you soon find comfort in knowing she has found eternal peace. She would wish the same for you here in life

  43. I am having a hard time mom accepting that you are gone… I’m sorry I didn’t get to spend more time with you.. I love you. :”((

  44. Kade I know your mom loved you so much and she still does. I and others will be praying for you. I hope you and Scott and All of your family are alright. Love to you~~~

  45. So sad to hear of Constance passing. We met her in Jerusalem in 2007. Today I wanted to share with her about the Denver Prophecy Summit in August 4-6. Her ministry of the One stick from the two in Ezekiel 37 would have been right in line with what was in here heart and what we discussed when we met at the Hyatt in Jerusalem. I still have the card she gave me, “One Stick Ministries”. She is a beautiful lady in the service of the God of Israel. May she be remembered by all who knew her for the truths she shared from Holy Scripture. Gavin Finley MD, http://www.EndTimePilgrim.org

  46. Mom, they are taking down this obituary next month, they keep them up for one year from post date, I love you and I miss you a lot. Can’t believe you’ve been gone for 1 year soon.. I miss our talks, our laughter, our prayers.. I miss when you and I would just talk about ABBA.. I miss always getting a phone call from you just checking to see how I was doing… I miss your genuine smiles.. your great cooking… your desire to give your children, husband and our before family your love and His teachings. I want you to know, that you leaving has gradually been hard on me.. and harder.. but I am trying to hold onto the belief that one day I will see you again.. forever. You were my best friend and my only mom. I love you.

  47. Mom. I love you. I’m sorry for everything. I’m sorry. I love you and I’m very grateful for your love, hard work raising me. I broke your heart many times, and honestly I’m sorry. You were so faithful in trying to be a Godly mom, you succeeded. I realize the hard way, that you always loved me….

  48. …. “you are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me happy, when skies are grey, you will never know dear, how much I love you, please don’t take my sunshine away.. the other night dear when I lay sleeping, I dreamed I held you in my arms, when I awoke dear, I was mistaken, please don’t take my sunshine away.” I love you mom. God bless you, shalom. Love kade

  49. In those days we think of you dear Constance and all your family. You remain in our hearts and the golden trumpet still blows in our house. May Kade and your daughters be strengthened and may they encounter confort and affection. Scott may you be strengthened too and filled with Abba’s peace. Love and blessings to ya’ll.

  50. I love you mom. I’m crying do much right now. I miss you so much. I’m a total mess…. Today is 1 year. August 6th 2017. Bless you momma. You were my only friend. I miss you so much. I would do anything to relive my life with you. Hold your hand. Hug you tightly… and just hear your voice say “I love you son.” Remember me mom, I remember you. Shalom. <33

  51. Hello mom…. I miss you. Hope Yeshua comes soon so I can see you soon. :”( I love you. I miss you. Wish I could hear you again. I’m turning 35 next month, I know you know this.. just it would be so amazing to see you on my birthday. Ok mom, I’ll check back tomorrow.. :”* <3

  52. I’m here mom. Sorry it took a week for me to write. I love you and hope to see you soon when Jesus comes. I miss you daily… talk soon.

  53. Hey mom, I love you. I’m struggling today with grief… I miss you and dad. I hope to see you soon. God willing. I miss your voice.. because I can’t remember what it sounded like… ShABBAt Shalom mom Love kade

  54. I love you. I’m sure you are in paradise right now and hardly think about here… but I think about you minute by minute.. bye for now

  55. Kade, I can’t imagine what this loss must feel like for you. If you ever need to talk to someone or just want to share stories of your mom, I am here. Don’t feel alone, please reach out.

  56. Dear Kade and Scott! The heritage and fruit that Constance has left behind, and her cheerful, encouraging, always victorious and triumphant attitude of faith will leave on!!! Always remembering Constance, even now, and praising God! Love from me and Maureen to you all and blessings from distant Israel. I know they say time heals….but i’m sure it must be diffcult at times. just know we love you,
    Dennis and Maureen

  57. Hello mom. I miss you. I’m alone right now. I’ve got no one here. I’m really hurting. I miss you mom. You were all I had and I need you here. I don’t know what to do… I hate this life with you not here…

  58. Hey mother. I love you. Miss you everyday. Life is hard right now, without you here, it’s harder. I have not gone to your grave in a long time, I find that when I go, it’s too hard for me. I hope you understand. ❤️ Kade

  59. Hello mother. This is your son Kade. It’s been a long time now since you’ve been gone. Time flies and frankly am in disbelief that it’s been nearly 4 years. My life has turned out not the way you and I prayed for. I wish you were still here for many reasons, especially for sound guidance and righteous instruction. I’m 36, soon to be 37 and I definitely don’t feel it. You were the only one in my life that understood me, and we’re able to encourage me to keep going. The only thing that keeps me from not giving up, is Yahoshua and His promise of finishing what He started and the years of your counsel to me. Not sure where my life is going, but I can only trust God now. I miss dad a lot, despite our differences. He’s my father. He will always be my father. I still pray and dream that he and I will be father and son before either one of us expires. God is with me more that I thought. Without Him during 2016, 2017, 2018 and now in 2019, I’m sure I would never had made it. Most of all, mom…I miss you. I have not been by your grave in awhile, because all I do is cry. Nothing wrong with tears I know, but it hurts too much. I know you’re not in the ground but in heaven, but the thought of your little body being only feet away, hurts too much. So much more going on in my life, but I’ll keep that off this wall. I just wanted to write here, because in a way, it feels like I’m speaking with you mom. I love you mom and I hope I stay the course, so that when I fulfill James 12:1, I know I will see you again. Thank you for everything mom. I will write you another time. I love you mom. ❤️

  60. Hello mother. This is your son Kade. It’s been a long time now since you’ve been gone. Time flies and frankly am in disbelief that it’s been nearly 4 years. My life has turned out not the way you and I prayed for. I wish you were still here for many reasons, especially for sound guidance and righteous instruction. I’m 36, soon to be 37 and I definitely don’t feel it. You were the only one in my life that understood me, and we’re able to encourage me to keep going. The only thing that keeps me from not giving up, is Yahoshua and His promise of finishing what He started and the years of your counsel to me. Not sure where my life is going, but I can only trust God now. I miss dad a lot, despite our differences. He’s my father. He will always be my father. I still pray and dream that he and I will be father and son before either one of us expires. God is with me more that I thought. Without Him during 2016, 2017, 2018 and now in 2019, I’m sure I would never had made it. Most of all, mom…I miss you. I have not been by your grave in awhile, because all I do is cry. Nothing wrong with tears I know, but it hurts too much. I know you’re not in the ground but in heaven, but the thought of your little body being only feet away, hurts too much. So much more going on in my life, but I’ll keep that off this wall. I just wanted to write here, because in a way, it feels like I’m speaking with you mom. I love you mom and I hope I stay the course, so that when I fulfill James 12:1, I know I will see you again. Thank you for everything mom. I will write you another time. I love you. ❤️

  61. Hello mother. It’s another day. I just wanted to write you and tell you how much I love and miss you. I would be very grateful to still have you. These days are extremely trying. I’m going through much, but I’m still hopeful. I will keep trying although it’s hard, because you would say keep going. Unfortunately though, I’m losing faith. I’m sorry, I know this would hurt you, but when I thought God was there, I don’t feel Him now. I’m very alone out here in life at the moment, but I’m working diligently and staying as positive as possible. I love you mom, I hope to visit you soon. I love you till the end. Kade

  62. Hey Mom. It’s August 6th 2019…miss you. I’m doing better, but not great. I miss you so much. I’m working, living and still talking to ABBA, just letting you know. I haven’t been to see you lately, but I will. I gotta start heading to work now, so I’ll write again soon. I love you..

  63. Mother, I love you. You taught Dad, Christine, Lauren and I that Jesus is love. You taught us to love Him first, to follow Him alone, to cling to Him only. I’ve run away from Him so rapidly and for so long since you died. I don’t want to run anymore. I’m very alone in this life at the moment, and I for the first time in my life, don’t blame anyone but myself. I am guilty and I desperately need the Savior. I know I was a difficult son/child/man the majority of my life and I failed you in life, but I don’t want to fail you in death. Mom, I love you and though you’re not here, nor dad, I will honor you both as He instructed in His word to do. I’ve hit the zenith of my iniquity and backsliding, I just want you to know, I am seeking out Yeshua as I type this now. No more foolishness, no more swaying, no more games, no more hypocrisy. “Train up a child in the way, and he will not turn from it.” Love you Mom, dearly, thank you for showing me that He is WORTH IT. Shalom Shalom.

  64. Hello mom. Today I was working and I got news that friend of mind killed himself. This news hurt, then hurt more as if that news dug up old wounds. Then I realized my sadness was mixed with the loss I still harbor from losing you. I love you mother. Sometimes I see you in my dreams and you feel so near to me, but no matter how my dream plans out, you get lost and I cannot find you. I’m so sad today. Got all this pain swirling inside me. I don’t want to be sad anymore, I want you to be here……

  65. Hello mother, I miss you. I just thought, that years and years will go by, and you will be gone longer… :'( it’s not fair that you are gone, it really isn’t. I’ve had to adapt to this, and it’s been so hard….i love you so much and I miss you so much…

  66. Mom, happy mothers day late. I didn’t write you here, but I wrote you elsewhere. I miss you every day. Working two jobs, and still you are constantly in my thoughts. One day we see each other again.

  67. I remember meeting Constance at Kibbutz Merchavia at Passover in 2008, I think. She was so uplifting! I loved the way she saw something spiritual in about everything.

  68. I love you mother. Wish I could talk to you. It’s pretty lonely out in this world without you. Only way I’ve made it this far, is Yeshua. Miss you daily. Still listen to your teachings mom… Bye for now.

  69. I love you mother, miss you so much, things are crazy here in the world. Lots going on, lots of chaos. Pray Jesus is coming soon, I look forward to seeing you again. ✞

  70. Miss you mother. Today 5 years ago you left this world behind. You are so very missed. I love you. ❤️✝️

  71. Mother I love you dearly. I miss our talks, our moments together. I can’t shake the sorrow I have in my heart, though I try year after year. You’ll always be in my heart, always.

  72. Works going great mom. Been really busy. Quite enjoying it. Bout to celebrate my 2 years with the company. I love you so much. Always thinking of you. Miss you. ❤️ Kade

  73. I miss you mother. Some days are easier than others, while others are really impossible. I really do miss you. I hate having to live without a family, especially you mother.

  74. I love you mom. I miss you dearly. Feels like forever since we spoke in person. The days get longer, the more you are absent. ❤️

  75. I miss you mom. Miss having a family. 6 years I’ve been solo without family. It hurts a lot to go through life like this. But I continue to cast my cares on our King Yeshua. I pray that our meeting will be soon mom, ready to go home. ❤️

  76. Sometimes I write here on this very wall, hoping dad would visit and read my notes to you mom. See that I’m alone out here, and by some miracle he and I would reconcile, well actually become father and son for once. I’m 40 now and and I know he’s getting older. I pray often that God would reach in the reassess of his heart and he’d reach out to me, as I have tried countless times with him. Till then mother, I stay hopeful and stay busy, as to not weigh down my already heavy heart. I love you mom, pray time will speed up, so I can see you again. ❤️

  77. Miss you mom, everyday. Been really going through it this week. I look forward to seeing you one day. Till then, I love you.

  78. I carry the loving memory of Constance in my heart and will until we meet again. I thank Yeshua that He allowed our paths to cross. ❤️

  79. I just wanted to say that it’s been very difficult these past 7 years without seeing and speaking with you mom. Your absence has undoubtedly been the most painful and unreal experience I’ve ever had to endure. Nevertheless as time passes, the more I realize God is ever present. So although I miss you mom, which is the biggest understatement, I know that Jesus is always here with me, especially those particularly hard days. I love you and one day in His timing, I’ll see you again. ❤️

  80. Hello mom, I love and miss you dearly. I look forward to seeing you one day again. I’m hanging in there, still working/living, still staying connected to ABBA, still staying the narrow way. The world is in an uproar right now, you’d be shocked to see what’s going on, but I know you’d remind me to stay focused on Him, and you’d be correct. I better get some rest now for work, I’ve quite enjoyed the years I’ve spent writing here on this wall, a journal of sorts. I’ll write you again mom, love you.


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